Is it better than indifference?

How does it feel to kill yourself from the inside
To hold your heart in your own first and tighten till the oxygen seeps out
The gulp when you realise it might be your last breath

Love is but a leash tightened around the neck of our souls capable of leading us to safety
But instead, we pull in the wrong direction
Leashes turn to nooses

I’m looking for you
Reaching for you
Calling out
But love has me standing on a stool
And every time you leave
it’s like my heart inches to kick the chair.

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Author: onthewayidroppedit

I wrote a letter to my love...and on the way i dropped it...someone must have picked it up...and i guess thought it was OK to read it...so now i guess ill share the rest...anonymously on the internet. An anonymous account of life...and some love letters ill never send :)

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